Its a short day in school today,woke up late and head to school alone.Surprisingly, i was'nt late (: Mummy booked my Basic theory test on 3/02/2010 ( Wednesday ) ,
Good luck to hectic practicing (:
Gonna be real busy today
- Jeremy from Insurance company coming over at 6pm
- IT personnel coming to service all computers at my house
- Cheryl & Ed might be coming over
- Pack my room
Adrian Finishes his re service today, but well, it don't makes much difference for me. Well, sometimes I'm just abit temperamental, but toward this relationship, i believe I've been holding on pretty well in it. No matter how busy he is/ how much i felt not concern from/how exhausted I'm , i know my limits on being controllable in everything I've done. Some one says " Life is all about choices, but making a choice that may not suit you may harm you. " Guys are pretty temperamental at times, but the only difference is, some guys is purely insensitive to whatever that is happening in their surrounding or to the person that may once love them. An eye for an eye, actually makes everyone blind.
“We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afraid when told they are loved.” Because i would have think, would you eventually find a reason to leave me, and left me alone like the withering rose,like the fallen trees together with the lonely me
“Do not love me because i love you, love me for loving me.” Sometimes you'll never feel what i felt during those days. Never once blame on you for your busy schedule,for being tired/lethargic,for not accompanying me for special events,for being cold towards me at times, but i blame you for one thing. That is for me to love you deeply once and fall in a confusion for the rest of the times. You want free moments, i had already given back to you every time that belongs to you, not even daring to steal a single moment. You want freedom, i've given back to you. You want plenty of rest, i've also done it. You want me being nice and make effort in the relationship, i've also done it, you want understanding, i've also done it. Tell me, what more do you want for me to get that deserve attenntion from you? As what you always said " Time off from relationship & stuff ""To be alone". Sometimes you put too much blame on me and you forgo those good times i've create for you. Those effort i've put in it. Well, to be exact, i dare not mention any of the above to you during conversation, because you'll just flare up or get away with the conversation. Sherlyn is drained off ):Sometimes she just want a simple you. Sometimes its a feeling, that you'll never feel...
Never Lie,Cheat or drink
If you must lie,Lie in the arm of the one you love .If you must cheat, Cheat death.If you must drink, drink in the moment that takes your breath away.
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Brought baby to tg katong for her grooming session, waited for an hour or so..Took out my basic theroy book to study.urgh! How to go around to study that? I've studied like, accounting, wine, business? but i find driving harder! I need tuition! Gonna book for basic theroy soon.! Suffering from insomnia this few days, and i swear the feeling issint good! I look throught my previous photos, trying to sleep better..But i still can't sleep.. When to work at 7am this sat, of cos im glad cos is my last day being a TRAINEE there.. As usual clean the bar and so fore.. Having Headache for one whole day, cos i did not sleep even just for 1 min! for two days.. When to granny house yesterday after dinner, she changed after coming back from hospital. Seems so stubborn, having illusion and its SERIOUS hullcination.! i pity her, but still i tried all my best just to ask her to go to bed! urgh!! mummy was so pissed yesterday!I read JL blog yesterday, his last entree was quite meaningful, but i guess, there is something i want to comment on guys. Guys never cherish girls that do all out for them, only knowing how to point out mistakes they have done, thinking that they are wrong. It may not be ALL guys, but typically this is how guys work about in relationship. Things Guys Should Know About Girls- Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be screwed.
- Beware of every male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
- Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
- Don't be afraid to touch hold them. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
- If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
- If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
- Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring.
- Even if it's not a serious relationship. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door.
- If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
- If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
- If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
- You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, make sure to be nice to their animals.
- If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better introduce her as your girlfriend.
- If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
- Don't give her something stupid for her birthday, Christmas, or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
- After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, don't screw it up.
- It can be lost in a second. Don't ever do anything wrong (well not anything). Girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.
Did not want to have a similar entree as him in case if "he" thinks im stalking him ( sorry, i don't ) , just merely came across. Cause, after all, its been sometimes i did not contact him. Sometimes sit back and think, how much did you ever hurt the person that tried his/her best in everything that he/she give in the whole relationship. Urgh! i did not ever want to mention it again! Till now i hate it when i saw that PSP!!!!!!!!!! Oh F shit! *i hope he don't sees this ... Anyway i dont think he will..__
Things i want to do next month.- Learn my driving, and not to fail!
- Delete all my past pictures in my labtop *trying..
- Get ready to start school, I wanna study to get A*
- Try to catch more sleep!
- Learn how to cook Garlic prawn pasta
- Get a new phone * if i can
Should i change my perfume to Chanel n degree 5?
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