It wasn't about love, it was about how it was before and what you want in life.
Year 2011 wasn't much an interesting start of life, however, trying to let moment and memories of year 2010 to stay in a place, where only good moments are frozen and be in part of my memories and the bad moments to disappear and never to happen again.
Ended my internship at Pan Pacific Orchard, i found a very interesting job in Chjimes for the year 2011, i took up real estate courses hoping for a better life.
I met up with my ex dearest and sort many issue and question i used to have in my heart and start a new chapter of life by improving on myself.
At different moments, i turn and look at my past memories, realising that what hurt most wasn't break ups, it was trying to piece out many broken pieces, realising, I'm wrong, experiencing painful cut every now and than, that it was all, caused partially by myself.
Relationship goes through the toughest patch ever, as it does not consist just me, but his past commitments, and at times, i felt mentally drain off, but these matter. I wish for a much more stable life.
Kind of lost who i really am, i miss how i used to be..
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