I still like you for who you're , I'm attracted to your passion on what you're doing .. I realise that I can't seems to get your image of my mind, because everybody knows your existence in my life, and have been constantly commenting on you and what actually attracted me to you.. It's clear that , I haven gave up on you, no matter what happen ahead,what restriction ahead .. Maybe it's true, that I'm falling deeply for you.. Would things be different if I were to let you know, that I really love you, I can't see myself , because all I could ever see was you and the only time I see my shadow, is through your charming eyes.. Whenever I talk about you, a smile would certainly light up on my face .. Imy once again ...
Writing this entry while I'm in chef Adrian lectures , plan out my events projects and distributed to my members , menu planning , kitchen organisation projects is lessen down as chef cut down on several areas to make it easier .. Chef say something today , that I guess makes me feel better , " a chef would always go around to different place to experience and learn for a better " Bryan have been quite busy , but I guess after thinking through yesterday night , I just let everything be like how it is.. Ken is right , by worrying day and night of him over working his body , it does not benefit me in anyway.. I guess Bryan is right too, this is how he is , and how he want things to be done .. So I shall just let him be ... Finally let down this heavy stone on my back , shall pack my day fully everyday , not gonna think of it anymore.. Driving lesson every wed,sat,sun , ratchada - not now , projects- every day , gonna sleep early everyday and to pack my room , not forgetting to compose the music for the song that Shane's compose ,abit hard but I try as promise (:
Slept abit and wake up to use Alvin laptop , to see what's on facebook and my blog.. Al thought constant nagging from him to stop viewing " someone dearest" facebook ... Will be heading home after school as I'm still feeling unwell , headache and back ache causing by the drowsiness by the medication I took in the morning.. Fever not yet subside ...
I will always wait, till the day I could see you again .. I guess I can't meet him again .... Cos , busy at work ...
Posted this entry after so long. So the dates maybe wrong (:
-Love, Sherlyn-
