As I walk along the path way , I thought of " if I've never met him , what would be like now ?? " would I still be holding on to the uncertain future or would I start to change to my life style ?? This special someone have the ability to make me fall so deeply with him, the ability to make my heart skip a beat every time I sees him. It's been so long I've find back this special feeling , in the road of getting this special feeling , the road was uneven , bumps and corners everywhere , it brings me a combination of happiness , safeness , tears , anxiety and more .. There are times I thought giving up would be a better option , but thinking back on how much I go through , passing each and everyday , and those moments we share , the idea of giving up become my sole supporter , trying to be my best for him .. Always believe , success only comes to those who try and do their best and not those who choose giving up as their option .. In this learning journey of love , I learn to cherish, cherishing every moments I've , with the one I treasure .. Looking forward to the day I could be with him again , the priceless hug, and the way look into my eyes, I don't know how to put this feelings into words but I know , it's something that I would always remember .. I wish your eyes could tell me everything in your heart.. But for sure I know , there is something in the way you look at me , but I never know what could that be , I feel different in your eyes , every time , every moment.. Music is my life and you're just like those melody in my life , you make me smile, you touch my heart, you made me feel loved but yet you can be like the saddest song that always brings me to the deepest thought , but these are moments , that I realise, no matter how things goes , I still want you to be in my life. It's so much to know , know how my heart feel.. Wishing that you could walk with me , till the end of the our journey in life...
You may not believe on what you see , but I know , you knew all along from day 1 , I've been falling deeply , to you as the days goes by .. At times , I try to make it seems that I don't care and bothered much , but deeply , I care Little too much each day..
Woke up early today to go for driving practical lesson , reached ard 8:05 , pretty early , as lesson starts at 8:30.. Toss and turn around the entire night, can't sleep fir nuts .. Insomnia I guess .. I need a little time away , a little surprise to spark up my bored life .. School,projects,work,driving,matters of the heart,family ......
After all that we been through , i realise that you're not just the guy next door, you're indifferent , you invade into my heart and left apart of you in me .. Time and time again , I wish I could know you , a little earlier each day.. Someone who lives in my heart, you're the someone in life I never wish to let go, you're the someone that l love .. When people out there hurt me , I knew you were just a text away .. All these was enough..
Another day (:
Woke up in the morning, preparing for driving lesson , somehow my instinct leads me there , ah , because Shane commented on one of my wall post at his profile, the question was on what would he dislikes the most , and I answer : he dislikes his hair being screwed up ! And if he can't sing, because that's his passion baby .. Oh yea , I dreamt if Shane's puppy yesterday !! Casper !!
Had a 3 hour drive today around ubi to tampines , than back to home , last few minutes was raining .. Went home and take a rest till Ber came my house , than headed to fetch xiao si from grooming parlour , than headed hm.. Gulp down a glass of henessay vsop, texting someone at the same time, resting .. Maybe meeting Mr. Someone later ( confidential ) after his work ..
Well what Bernard say is true , don't let unnecessary hints bother me too much.. Starting a new chapter of life, a brand new Sherlyn (: I've finally realise , the true image of humans , can be hurtful at times.. But I'm happy with what I have now , right now , this moment .. Let it be .. Life is short , stay happy than live a life without regrets .. I've grown to become Little wiser each day , and no matter how much I fall , I still stand strong.. Forgive and forget , compromise and toleration , a word i stand strong on .. Tired of people that create issues out there, just want to be peaceful , live a life , happily ... Let the past , be the past .. I need a life (: