The Lonely Pianist | Sherlyn`S.Y

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Its the ending ; 12:14:00 AM

It's New Year Eve peeps, down to jotting down every single moment i have recurred this year. It wasn't a great start well, i guess it don't end well too. This time, last new year eve, my dearest hamster had his last breath, wasn't a good start of the year for me, well, i still miss you baby ): These are one creature that will never wish for prosperity,wealth. They love you for who you actually are, and would love you all their heart if you love them too. They don't fancy anything else, Just you. Every moment are special, some are sad, some are happy, some are just things that i would never wants to remember, some are just, purely lonely. I miss those days, where i could be better off, with a smile.

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New chapter of life, 2010

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Whats my resolutions?

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I wish to spend my new year happily, i wish to create more special moment with my sweetheart (Puppy - Eliza`Si Si) and earn more money, for a better life.

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What i wish for?

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Contradicting, i wish for a puppy, to give Eliza a playmate, yet, i just wish that she would have more contact with the puppy, eventually, she is getting older, I'm purely afraid, speechless ):

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Understanding life is hard unless you let life Understand who you are first to know what you can handle or what you fail at.I wish we could wake up on new years day cleansed.
Everything fresh. A new start.Flashbacks allow us to learnt from our memories, be it a good one, or a bad one, its still something we ought to know. Nothing is perfect, Just like you and me.
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2009 Jan -2009 Dec

Things I've gone through

* I've pass my Poly course i took, that make me struggle between both current studies and the course.
* I found a brand new relationship, although it often bring me tears, but i hope for the better

* I've finally meet up with jeslyn and gang after so long , several years
(Jeslyn,Hui Xiang & my 2 precious lil girl , Darrel, Charlotte`MinMin)

* I finally got the courage to let kx of my memories, although sometimes there would still be flashback, but it is smth i would like to forget.

* Found a new job, working at chocz at parkway parade

* Brought a new lappy ( Gift from dad? )

*New stuff toy added to my toy farm

* Got a deep cut on my finger, my puppy is the cause of that

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A messages to my special ones.

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Precious Eliza

Sweetie Pie, You may be a pain in the ass at times, but baby you know what, i still love you as ever. New year, a new start. I hereby wish that you would stay sweet and happy always. No matter what happens, I'll always be right there for you honey. Your birthday is reaching in 26 days sweetheart, I'll try to make it memorable for you alright! love you baby <3>

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My precious Sister

Happy New year babe !

It have been a very nice journey with you this year, we've been so much closer unlike the past. You're always there to hear me out, There for me when i cried, and hear my crappy nonsense when I'm feeling down. If i have an award to give you, it would be the

BEST SISTER EVER ON MOTHER EARTH!

Pris, Thanks for being my sister, at this life time, you asked me once, will i ever want to be your sister again, i would say, Yes, i certainly Do. Hope that 2010 will be a good start for you, and hope your dreams and resolutions comes true. (Don't be overly touch when you sees this)

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My Sweet Mummy (:

I've been through alot with you this year, i maybe overly rude to you mummy, but still, i know you just want the best for me. I know it sweetheart. Thanks for everything. Happy new year mummy, i hope this would be a great start for you this up-coming year . Love you mum!

Adrian ( Boyfriend )

Dearie, From the day i met you, i trust that you would bring me smile and happiness. It may took us just a couple of moment before we hold our hands and walk through the rest Year 2009 together, It may revolve around tears and sadness, but still, you have walk me towards the end of this year, and i hope 2010 would be a fresh beginning for you & me. Remember the moment when i first met you, you promise that if you ever had the chance to hold my hand, you'll never let it go. I hope you meant your words. I apologise for my wrong-doing these days, but i certainly hope that we would start a fresh, a new year. You have create moments for us, a moment that i will never forgot. Thanks for being there for me when i need you. Happy new year sweetheart. Certainly looking forward for a better year ahead. Will you walk me through again? Love you sweet boyfriend.
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Jeslyn,Charlotte,Hui xiang,Darrel,Joanna & my 2 lil angel

Happy new year Darlings!Many years down to road, we walk through different path in life. Everything changes, but never is our closeness we always have. Many yeas and its still going.

Jeslyn: Stay sweet with your boyfriend alright, no matter what i'll always be there for you Charlotte: DAJIE love you as ever! study hard sweetie pie!

Hui Xiang: Boy, you've really grown up to be very sensible, excel in nursing alright! Anything still can give DAJIE a ring, and not forgetting tell my 2 lil angels, i miss them!

Darrel&Joanna : Boy, Hope you last long with my sweetie pie alright! Don't go back to the past le k, start a fresh, study hard alright! You've a bright future ahead! Loves

- I LOVE YOU GUYS! -

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My dearest baby (Ayako Aiko)

Baby! Happy new year(: Althought, i still have not met you,but i believe you know that i still miss you like ever. I've always remember the days we have in sheraton (: You know what, i still miss the way we sneak at locker to have our breakfast secretly. I miss the way you complain whenever the locker is in a big mess. Stay sweet with Lesli Alright. I know, he'll always be there for you.

- Love you Stephy -

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A note to mark the end of 2009

I've been through alot, i've learnt to let go certain things, things that hurts me deeply. I've come to know that, nothing is perfect. This post might be very long, but it is the least i could ever do for people i care deeply. These are people that would stand by me, no matter what happens. I really appreciate those sweet words that you guys and girl used to cheer me up. In fact, too much to mention, not many people, but still, i'm glad that i met people like you guys.

Kim Yong: Thanks for always leaving comments in my facebook whenever i'm down (: Gracie & Cheryl : OUR DINNER!! and photos that we have yet took!
( Lets make it real soon (: )

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Happy New Year Once again.

Its 2010 (:

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