" Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. "There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ...Tell me that you have never meant your hurtful words.Tell me that this is never the ending you want.Or tell me, this is just a fantasy?Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never say you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say you will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.Sometimes i do tell myselfYou're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache. I don't know why I give you the time. And also,you're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness. But i don't know why I wish you were mine.Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean? But for this instance, did i lose you?Or is jus fate.I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most. You have been the treasure in my hand. You have been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there. But then there will come a day, when I will turn my head and you will slip away. So much of promise you gave, not knowing its is just another phrase to make me happy. I should have know that it is just a lie. It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.I wonder what make me pen down how i feel, right now this moment. But the answer to my wonder is, the more i try to let you go, the more i remember they way we use to be. I need my special one, to pull me out from this emotion and loneliness, not you, because you can never be the one. The only person that can stop my tears won't make me cry, but you do. True love is not seeing a person as perfect, it's knowing all their faults and loving them as if they were, used to love every imperfection of your's but now, its time to burn it with fire, drown it into the sea."The hardest thing you'll ever have to do is tell the one you love good-byesweetest hello and hardest goodbye."
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