Its a long night yesterday.Rush down Check-in @ Robinson Walk to meet up with my classmates.Its Chris birthday. Happy Advance Birthday Bro (=Was not feeling very good went i first went there, flashbacks and memories of us seems like driving me crazy. Everything remains the same. The chair and tables, The environment, the ambiance but life of us changes. How can i say, Do you ever know how it feels? I have long getting you at least out of my mind, but still, it do make a certain impact, if i say i am not upset, i''ll be lying. Perhaps, it will be easier for me to eventually let you off my memories at this point of time. I truthfully bless your marriage from the bottom of my heart. Congrats..- I'm speechless, what can i say. Don't treat me that nice anymore. it hurts.-I'm lucky to have a bunch of friends that really console me yesterday.Esp Celine ( u're always so nice, girl ) , Charmine Darling ( I'm lucky to have you by my side girl, cos you are always there went i am trouble or when I'm alone , Thanks honey (= ), Patrick ( Thanks for accompanying me outside check-in , accompanying me over to dbl o and hearing my problem. thanks for the understanding.) , Fredrick ( thanks for sending me to and fro tat day , always treating me so sweet! ) ..After all, that is life. Perhaps a unique part of growth in relationship.When it comes to affairs of love and hurt, you have to wait for your heart to learn what your headalready knows,then You can break freeNot all scars show, not all wounds healSometimes you can't always seeThe pain someone feelsLove is like grass.If you fall on it,it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain,it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined,but either way the stain remains there.And with time,it will begin to fade,but it will always be there,a permanent reminder that you,too, once fell.Why is it whenever I try to find lovethey all laugh? Why is it whenever I try to love they turn away?Why is it whenever I find lovethey leave meand say it was never meant to be?
I have found the paradoxthat if I love until it hurts,then there is no hurt, but only more love.When you can't rememberwhy you're hurt, that's when you're healed.What's better?A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
I guess we all make mistakes sometimesBut you were my biggest. The past may hurt,
but i can either run from it...Or learn from it,
the choice is up to me.
I'm fighting with myself
Trying to get you out of my head
But I'm hanging on every word you said
You may call it madness but I call it love
Harsh words hurt feelings.
But silence breaks hearts.
Every one's going to hurt you
sooner or later you just have to decide who's worth going through the pain
At night I pray
that soon your face will fade away.
Forgiving isn't Forgetting.
Its just letting go of the hurt.
so forgive more
No smile is more beautiful
than the one that struggles through tears
Love comes to those who still hope
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe
even though they've been betrayed,
to those who still love
even though they've been hurt before.
Tired of trying,
Sick of crying,
Yet I'm smiling,
but inside I'm dying
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
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I finally let down my thoughts and is persistent to get you out of my mind
I will never look back.
I will never miss you.
I will never let any part and parcel of you to change the way of my life.
I will never look at you like how i do.
Perhaps.
I will and i must forget, I once love you.
You may say that Im mean
you may say that i am heartless
But when you are out there happily
You never know who is suffering
If this is your form of love or care
Perhaps you are wrong
Thanks for letting me experience the taste of unlimited
care and concern in the past.
Congratulation to your marriage.
- Remember that happiness is a way of travel, not a destination.-
- Miko-
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